Thursday, September 06, 2007

What am i Suppose to do..?

My feeling are up and down this few days. I guess it is because of my current job giving me so much of pressure. And then I can’t tell anyone of this also . Well..!, I felt that the current company is really unstable on the financial situation. We can still survive is because our business is ngam ngam can cover all the cost for every month only. There is no more extra margins. Maybe it is because of our company are still new establishing at the moment. I know every fresh entrepreneurship also will facing this kind of situation, it is really really tough & long path to success. And then recently, I found that myself couldn’t put in 100 % concentrate on my working. Maybe it is because of i’m too much worrying of this issues lahh. That’s why sometimes I will still going out for interview others company if I get any ideal company called to me. However, it wasn’t has one are good to me. Some of the company when I went there, it was not really suitable to me also. Some of the good company might not easy get into also, it is because there are many strong competitors to fight for only position. That’s why I always should find out the key competencies for myself to fight for this only position too. Suddenly in this morning, I heard a news from one of my colleagues, he was told me that our boss has bring in 2 more investors to invest our company. And we will has more capital to run our project already. Well, when I heard of this, I felt happy with it. At least it has reducing my worrying towards the current company situation. Everything is still at the beginning now, I should wait and see how is it. I don’t know why, sometimes this company will make me feel wants to leave from here, but sometime this company will make me wants to stay. Hence, I also don’t know which one should I choose now. It is because every decision that I made, is for the future already. A wrong decision might make my life lost direction. Thus, every decision that I made I should think very carefully before I decide.

feelin- Upside Down

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